Memories that last. It'll be good if they're sweet, lovely memories. But, what if they're those that seem to haunt you, reminding you of those moments you thought you'd gotten over?

As she listened to those songs, those memories came back to her, flooding her neurotics. She'd thought it had been over; it wasn't. Those moements... They were hidden in some corner; somewhere deep within her, readily-sparked alive at the recollection of some certain events.

And now, much as she thought they'd been a part of her all along, she couldn't remember what those events were; she knew there were some nice bits of it all but she just couldn't recall. Couldn't recall the good, the bad.

Is it good not to remember both the good and the bad? If you had two choices, will you choose to retain both good and bad memories, or will you choose to ditch the bad memories (but losing the good, sweet ones as well)?

The memories made her heart feel raw; made her feel... so vulnerable. She ousted her might to recall what it was exactly - what was it that caused the feelings she felt; both fuzzy and warm, and lost, but she couldn't do it. No way. That's bad.

Somehow, she wants to go back to those days. She knew there had been nice memories for keeps.

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Oh no, i'm so confused and contradictory. =XxXxxxxXXXXXxxxxXXX

Last paper tomorrow. I'm going nuts from Stats! GrrrrrRRRRrrrr. This sem, I had been rather good girl, to have stopped clubbing for almost one month now, to study for my sem exams. Hope all goes well and i can get the GPA points i aimed for! =)

Watch me play, come tomorrow 11.35pm. Haa.

The closer you try to get to me; the further i back off